My Troubled Sunrise.

My thoughts are all garbled.
Its a constant noise.
I need you beside me.
But I have silenced my voice.
You are all that I need.

My Troubled Sunrise.

A vaccuum of a day that sucks me within.
You are the freedom of the winds.
The expanse of the skies.
Can you cure me of my troubles?
I am going insane.
An exhilaration that I need,
In certain ties.

Do you know what I am saying?
May be not.
My thoughts are all garbled.
Its a constant noise.

.....

i want to cradle you
and rock you to sleep.

but this world's a warped place.
whats seems so right , is wrong.
what seems so wrong , they say is right.
its an endless fight.
but all i want to do

is to cradle you,
and rock you to sleep.

hopeless

Its a hopeless cause, something that never will be.
But I still wish 'What If ?' it was to be.
But it isn't.
'What if' , you were mine.
'What if' , your smile was for me.
'What if', your dreams were with me.
'What if', my future was yours too.
'What if', I was your love.
'What if', my hapiness was yours.
Some things that aren't.

and some things that are.
I am yours.
My smile is for you.
My dreams are with you.
My future is yours.
You are my love.
Your hapiness is mine.
Its a hopeless cause, something that never will be.
But I still wish 'What If?' it was not to be like this.
But it is.

water

Water. placid,,calm.
unruffled,, quiet.
The sunrays playing tricks on her.
She smiles back with thousand twinkles in her eyes.

Water. rippling,,stirred.
quivering,,fluttered.
The wind came and touched her face.
She danced with many a ripples on her skirt.

Water.flowing,, cascading.
falling,, deluging.
The Ocean beckoned her with a gentle call.
She ran with a thousand ligthenings in her feet.

Water.Frozen,, numb.
icy,, still.
There are no tricks, no touch, no calls anymore.
She stays there, waiting for the season to change.